Tuesday, 31 May 2011

Complications &+ Great & Not So Great Friends.. :D

Finally my double bed has arrived after two months (why must deliveries take so long). It's funny because now my bed has arrived my mum thinks I'm gonna have sex so she makes sure there's always someone home with me which is quite funny and now I'm restricted to where I'm allowed to go and the time I'm allowed out. who knew that as you get older curfew is earlier than when you were 13. Suppose that's an enjoyment for apart of being a teenager. Just because I'm fifteen and have a double bed now does not mean I'm gonna have sex, does it? I don't even have a boyfriend. But i guess you don't really need one to lose your virginity just a boy... :/ which there are plenty of. hmmm... But it's not gonna happen because I'm gonna wait till marriage. PSSSH: Ha. As if, more like 16-18 that way it's legal. why break the law might aswell wait :D

So here i am looking around my room thinking "wow this is messy" but to be honest i just can't be arsed to clean it. But i do anyways you know 'cause its not that bad and it shouldn't take long. And got a new bed and everything so might as well make it look decent. So I'm cleaning and everything putting stuff under my bed and that and i find this box with like all my old school stuff in and a few photo's so i rip the sellotape off the box and pull up the lid. to find like loads of pictures of me and my ex-best friend and her cousin :) (her cousin was more of a friend tbh) But i ruined that friendship bigtime because I'm an idiot and at that time i couldn't care less about anything (literally). BUT,nuff bout that. :/ So, i find some blu-tack and stick it up on my 'MAD MOMENTS' wall. Which is one of the four walls in my bedroom that i have pictures of friends and some of the memories with them and my old school ties. Don't ask it looks cool :D

AND, i realised that i don't miss them and i know why so now I'm actually happier without them because i have this really really really great friend i guess you can call her my best friend we have a friendship which I've never had with anyone else and it's great because we talk about things that i can't talk about with just anyone and she actually gets me (sometimes, it's takes a little longer but it all works out eventually). We mostly call it a LOVE-HATE friendship (which explains the present picture :)) Because we have our days when it's best to just avoid eachother. You'll probably most likely read a lot about her in this blog :) because she deserves to be blogged about. As she's truly interesting and if she's not to you then Screw You 'cause she is to me and this is my blog. :)

And, I've always wanted to bring fame to the fameless so you'll probably hear alot about some other gays in my classes that insist on judging and agitating me in all ways possible. :D

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