You can't be serious..

I should feel dissappointed and hurt. But i'm not. I feel slightly upset that you bail everytime and a little hurt that there's no real reason just the pure fact you don't feel like it! Or don't want to! Why am i not gonna argue with you? Because now i expect it. And eventually i will give up and stop asking you because i don't like being disappointed and let down just as much as i dislike showing it. And I have those days to, you know (it's only human) but i don't say no i do it anyways because i don't want to miss out on what might be the best day of my life, or even second best and even if it's not then that's a shame. But atleast i would have done something productive with my day, good or bad memories created. But then again, it's your life..your choices! Not mine, right?! But seriously think about it.... 

Where do you run to when noones around?

Somewhere far. Somewhere near. No where at all?! Do you escape into the bass of your headphones pounding through your ear. Bouncing off the walls. The talent travelling through your inner fears. Somewhere quiet where no one is around. A dark cold room and no sound. Somewhere dry and deserty, somewhere cold and lonely. Wait, for a hot day and bury yourself in the sand or a rainy day with the one you love hand in hand. The dayss get colder but the nights will go on until the day where everything that was ever there, has gone!