You can't be serious..

I should feel dissappointed and hurt. But i'm not. I feel slightly upset that you bail everytime and a little hurt that there's no real reason just the pure fact you don't feel like it! Or don't want to! Why am i not gonna argue with you? Because now i expect it. And eventually i will give up and stop asking you because i don't like being disappointed and let down just as much as i dislike showing it. And I have those days to, you know (it's only human) but i don't say no i do it anyways because i don't want to miss out on what might be the best day of my life, or even second best and even if it's not then that's a shame. But atleast i would have done something productive with my day, good or bad memories created. But then again, it's your life..your choices! Not mine, right?! But seriously think about it....